Monday, February 28, 2005
1:16 pm
i'm the dreamer ...
Hmm. The O's results are out today. Scary sia. I can understand those students' anxiety and fear inside them right now. Can still remember very clearly those feelings from three years ago. Oh man. Don't like it very much. Sigh. But guess it will be soon before I experience that again. The A's results will be out either this week or next. Sigh. There's rumours that it's this Friday. Argh. Getting very very worried sia. I flopped my PSLE, did ok for my O's, so what's next for my A's? Sigh. Hope I won't commit suicide when I see my results. Oh man. I'm not at all confident sia. Shit...
Friday, February 25, 2005
12:18 pm
i'm the dreamer ...
Oh ya. By the way, HAPPY BIRTHDAY CINDY ! ! ! ((:
11:55 am
i'm the dreamer ...
Stumbled across some photo albums just now. All old photos. Was flipping through them and was getting quite emotional as some nostalgic feeling got to me. I suddenly realised how time flies. And what made me sad is what time can do to things. Saw some photos when we were at our paternal and maternal grandparents' house. Everything was so cheerful then. All the kids running about and making all sorts of noises, the adults gathering at one corner gossiping. Oh how I miss those times sia. It's really those times when I could feel the 'family' feeling. And it were those times when I loved going to my grandparents' house. But how things change. My grandparents went off one by one. And the only one left is my paternal grandma, but she's getting senile. Then, my two aunts got divorced. My another aunt became a nun. And my uncle left us after some heated quarrel over some money issues. Sigh. All those happy times we had together soon became part of my memories. The 'family' feeling is long gone...
Thursday, February 24, 2005
3:13 pm
i'm the dreamer ...
Sigh. Disappoinments. Was expecting an exciting matchup between Barcelona and Chelsea. Thought it would be a repeat of the Real Madrid vs Juventus encounter. But Mr Know-It-All Jose Mourinho just have to spoil it all by parking a bus in front of their goal and asking his players to defend for the entire 90 minutes. Anyone watching last night's match would be as frustrated as those Barcelona players. I almost smashed my tv while watching it sia. The entire match was played in Chelsea's half la. All the 10 outfield Chelsea players stayed in their own half, even the strikers were back defending. Wth. To think Mourinho even blasted Tottenham for their ultra defensive tactics when Chelsea played them last year. If he said Tottenham didn't intend to play football then, then what was Chelsea up to last night?! They too were shitting in their own half! Well yes, they did grab a goal last night, but that was called luck. For the whole match, the Chelsea defenders were clearing the ball anyhow. They did not even care where the ball was cleared to. For that goal, it was just lucky that a Lampard clearance fell to Damien Duff. And guess what? The replay showed that Duff was offside when he received the ball. And yet he was allowed to sprint all the way to the edge of the box to cross that ball for Belletti to slide it into his own goal. Sigh. Talk about luck. Barcelona didn't deserve to concede that goal. Anyway, the second half was more of a joke. All the Barcelona players lined up in front of the Chelsea goal for shooting practices while all the Chelsea players fell back and formed the Great Wall of China. It looked exactly like the scene from the rubbish show Kung Fu Soccer la. To think we would even see such situation happening in reality soccer. Sigh. Simply nonsensical stuff. Anyway, in a rare opportunistic Chelsea attack, Drogba clashed into the Barcelona Victor Valdes. Well, the former was sent off quite harshly. He didn't deserve that in my opinion, but who cares? It's useless for him to stay on the pitch anyway when a striker did not need to strike on the pitch. Oh by the way, Chelsea did not lose a striker in the sending off k. They lost a defender in Didier Drogba. Yeah, you heard it right. That's the way things were going for Chelsea last night. Well, as the story goes on, Barcelona finally grabbed their much deserved equaliser through their supersub Maxi Lopez. Maxi who?? Yeah. I'm sure everyone would be asking that. No one has heard much of this guy before this match, and yet he's the one who ran John Terry and Co. riot last night. Scored on and assisted in that Eto'o winning goal, even though that looked more like a mis-hit shot then a low cross. Yeah. So this rubbish match ended in Barcelona's favour, and rightfully so. And the star of this match wasn't Ronaldinho, and neither was it Deco, Giuly nor Eto'o. Yeah. It's an anonymous guy called Maxi Lopez. Wth.
Disappointment number 2. Man U lost 1-0 to AC Milan. Yes, I saw this defeat coming, but definitely not in this fashion. If AC Milan had dominated the whole match and won, fine. But no, both teams were almost on par and Milan won no thanks to a schoolboy error by Man U's goalkeeper Roy Carroll. Wtf. And now I would say Man U are more likely to be knocked out of the Champions' League than Chelsea, even though both are going into the second leg trailing by a goal. It would be almost impossible for Man U to snatch an away win at San Siro la because AC Milan are virtually unbeatable on their home ground, while Chelsea will be bringing the second leg back to their home ground Stamford Bridge, where they are also mighty. Sigh. Fuck it.
Wednesday, February 23, 2005
11:00 am
i'm the dreamer ...
Woohoo~! Watched the Real Madrid match last night. Damn nice sia. It's really like watching a final lor. Haha. Both sides were superb. Definitely top class football. Just watching their attack alone will make you drool. It's really world class attacking football sia, especially Real's. I must say, when those pampered Galacticos really get down to serious work, they can be really fearsome sia. Just ask the Juventus defence. Carlos, Zidane and Figo were performed exceptionally well. And I'm seriously gonna take my hat off for Zidane sia. Truly the current footballing genius. You really have to look at his movements on the pitch last night. Superb is really an understatement lor. And Carlos. I must say I'm very impressed by his improvement. His crossing and tackling have improved tremendously lor. Or maybe he hasn't improved at all. He's just rising to the occasion, just like the rest of the Real team. Haha. Oh and there's Gravesen. Oh man. I can finally see for myself what Man U lost out on. He's an excellent defensive midfielder lor. I dare say his ball-winning skill is on par with Roy Keane, if not better. And his defensive awareness is superb. No wonder Real's defence are performing so good lately. That's because they have got a wonderful cover in front of them in Gravesen. Anyway, it's really a superb match sia. It's been long since I've seen such good football. Let's hope tonight's Barcelona vs Chelsea match will be as mouth-watering.
Oh by the way, I would like to take back my word. I remembered I said yesterday that I think Arsenal is the English team with the highest probability of progressing into the next round. Haha. I take back my word. I really must. Going into the second leg trailing 3-1 to Bayern Munich. They can go eat shit liao la. If they can really amek it to the next round, it's either a miracle or they are really on form during the second leg (which I seriously doubt they will).
Anyway, Man U is playing AC Milan tonight. Hope they can win sia. In fact, they had better win because it's at Old Trafford. It will be a total different story when they play away in Italy. But I know it's difficult. It's AC Milan, mind you. While they aren't the most consistent team around, Milan can really kill when they are in their top form (which I think they will be tonight). Sigh. hope my prediction is wrong but I seriously think AC Milan will win 2-1. Sigh...
Tuesday, February 22, 2005
2:24 pm
i'm the dreamer ...
Woohoo~! This is so exciting! Real Madrid vs Juventus, Bayern Munich vs Arsenal, Barcelona vs Chelsea, Man U vs AC Milan, Porto vs Inter. Oh man. Just look at these fixtures. Every one of them look like a final to me sia. This is really mouth-watering. I wanna watch them!!! Argh. But no SCV! Sigh. Anyway, looking at these fixtures tell me those English teams will have a hard time going through the next round sia. Arsenal looks the most likely to go through. Chelsea can go eat shit liao. When Lampard & Co meets Ronaldinho & Co. Haha. Obviously the latter will come out tops, especially at a time when Chelsea are low on morale and with so many key players injured and out, Chelsea really can go eat shit (well, I hope. Haha.) Next, Man U. This match can go either way sia. Must be interesting to watch. And obviously I would like to see my beloved Man U go through, but I understand this will be tough. Sigh...
Sunday, February 20, 2005
6:08 pm
i'm the dreamer ...
Went shopping for a gift with Vincent just now. Feels great to see a good friend after such a long time in my loner world. Haha. Sigh. But the other guys just refused to come out time and time again. Sigh whatever. Anyway, guys really have no patience to shop sia. Haha. Can you believe we actually settled on the gift in the first shop we went? Lol. But then, we did take efforts to choose the gift k. Haha. Anyway, as such, we were left with plenty of time but with nothing to do. Haha. I mean, what can two guys do together right? Lol. So we just walk and walk and walk until Vincent suggested catching 'Hide and Seek'. Haha. Struggled for a while to reach a decision because it sounds so gay for two guys to catch a movie together. Haha. But in the end we still watched the show la. There's nothing else to do sia. There are only so much things that can keep us occupied in Singapore lor. Movie, pool, bowling, shopping, sit down and talk cock. Sigh. Anyhow, this movie is so chim sia. Even at the end of the show, I still can't understand some parts. Haha. My understanding ability is getting from bad to worse sia. But it's a good show la. Quite worth the price of $8.50 today because it will keep your brain working for the next two hours or so. Lol. You can never fall asleep while watching it sia because there is just too much mystery for you to figure out. Haha. I just can't understand how Vincent ended up day-dreaming for some parts of the show. Haha.
Friday, February 18, 2005
11:13 pm
i'm the dreamer ...
Hmm. Long time no blog le. Sigh, not that I have lost interest, but I seriously have nothing to talk about. Ever since I quit my job, everyday has been the same for me. Wake up, computer, lunch, tv, back to computer, dinner, tv, then back to computer again, sleep. Sigh. Boring life. Life after A's really has no aims sia.
Anyway, finally gotten rid of my bulky lousy monitor. Bought a new LCD monitor yesterday. Sigh. Shopping for computer stuff is really a hassle sia. Walking from level to level and shop to shop comparing quality, prices and whatsoever. Sigh. And if this is not enough, still has got to switch from one shopping centres to another to another... Argh. First, it's Takashima Best Denki, then, Sim Lim Square, and finally Funan IT Mall. Kaoz. Really not sianz la. If not for my reliance for my computer everyday, I wouldn't have gone through so much trouble sia. Sigh.
Oh ya. Received a letter from the Ministry of Defence today. Sucks sia. I was kenna transferred to BMT School 2. Ok that's the newer school, I gotta be happier, but my reporting time is no longer the same as Jun Yuan! Sigh. No one to pei me le. Sianz arh~!!! And shit. After Chinese New Year, I bet I don't know gain how many more kg le la. And it's barely 2 months away from my enlistment. Shit man. I'm so gonna die...
Monday, February 14, 2005
4:00 pm
i'm the dreamer ...
cuddle and a kiss on the forehead - you like to be
close to your special someone and feel warm,
comfortable, and needed
3:54 pm
i'm the dreamer ...
Which OS are You?
3:20 pm
i'm the dreamer ...
Boyfriend - 5566
I'm sorry for me buggin' you
Sorry for being such a fool
God knows I've tried but I can't let go
I'm crazy 'bout you know who
I'm sorry for me needing you
Sorry girl that you don't feel it too
I get the point, should be a man about it
I've never been good at that, no no
Forgive me for being me
I've tried to let go
Chorus:
I know you got a boyfriend, another man
Another guy by your side
Someone who hopefully treats you right
But you don't know how much I wish
That I was Your boyfriend, that other guy
The only one who's allowed
In your room to lay in your arms at night
now you don't know how much I wish that I was your boyfriend
I'm sorry for me wanting you
Sorry for not playing by the rules
But what would you do if you were in my shoes
Feeling lost and blue Mnn...
I'm sorry for me lovin' you sorry for being such a fool
God knows I've tried but I can't let go
I'm crazy 'bout you know who
Chorus:
Another man is by your side
I hope he treats you right
I wish I was the only one
To lay in your arms at night
Well you can't blame a guy for tryin'
Now what else can I do
And how I wish that my prayers,
Thoughts and dreams
Would become reality
Sunday, February 13, 2005
11:40 pm
i'm the dreamer ...
Take the 100 Acre Personality Quiz!
11:32 pm
i'm the dreamer ...
Take the What Fruit Are You? test by Ellen!
11:18 pm
i'm the dreamer ...
Just came back from my uncle's house. Went to lau yu sheng. Haha. Sigh as usual, it's so super sianz. But at least my uncle got invite lion dance to his house. Haha. Enjoyed the cai qing because I miss lion dance so much~! Haha. I almost wanted to grab the performers out of the lion and go under the lion myself sia. Haha. But seriously, the percussion sucked sia. It was all in a mess lor, especially the cymbals. Sigh, no standard. Haha. Anyway, for the rest of the day, I was just slouching myself on the sofa and in front of the tv. It was a superb position sia because all the new year goodies are just in front of me lor. Haha. So for the entire day, I was just stuffing myelf with goodies after goodies. Haha. Sigh but then, how I wish there was mahjong sia. My hands damn itchy lor. Haha. Well, there was a gambling table today, but they were just playing some stupid blackjack. Argh. And you know what? All the adults were losing to the children la. Lol. So, considering myself to be an adult, I wisely kept away from the gambling table. Haha. Okok, I was tempted once to try out my luck. But I walked away the moment I started losing. Haha. Hum sia. Lol.
Sigh, anyhow, Chinses New Year is over just like that. Damn fast lor. Sigh, and this year's ang pao money shrunk like hell lor. It was reduced by almost half lor. Argh. This is so unexpected la. I thought the economy is picking up? Haha. But what makes me gek is that my parents stupidly gave the same old amount to the other kids. Sigh...
Tuesday, February 08, 2005
5:27 pm
i'm the dreamer ...
Fuck up. This is so fucked up. I'm so bloody pissed now. For the entire day, I have been in a very good mood. Until my fucked up brother comes home. Actually I have already told myself not to give him the black face when he comes back today because it's Chinese New Year eve. But fucked up. I left him alone and yet he came at me the moment he came home. Started accusing me of things I have never done and started to ask me to do this and not that. Oh please. Who do you think you are? You really think you are the big brother of this family? Oh please wake up and fuck off. I have never regarded you as part of the family. Why should I? For a guy who only comes home once in dunno how many months and for a guy who will always ask us for money and spend it all within a few days even though he has a job himself? Can you believe someone will actually have a bank account with less than 100 bucks in it? Ha, and you know what? This fucked up guy actually dreams of making it big in the deejaying world and having a chance to go abroad to undergo professional training and become a world class deejay? Oh please.
Let me tell you. I am already used to not having you at home and I dare say, I always will. To me, you are just one of my family's tenant, nothing else. So please fuck off away from me and stop acting as though you are the big boss of a family which you have never been in.
Fucked up. Really want to throw me into a quarrel on Chinese New Year eve. My hatred and dislike for you will only deepen the more I see you, so please behave and fuck off.
1:20 am
i'm the dreamer ...
Woohoo~! It's finally Chinese New Year eve le~! Haha. So shuang. Just thinking of all the new year goodies and those yet-to-be-collected ang pao money makes me feel so excited! Haha. Sounds so childish sia. Haha. But can't help it leh. Haha. I kinda feel that Chinese New Year is the start of a new year for me. I really felt nothing on 01.01.2005 leh. It's like I'm still in 2004. But with this Chinese New Year approaching, it feels as if 2005 is nearing, though we are already into 2005. Haha. Don't know why leh. Maybe because after this festive season, we will be collecting our results and I'm going into the long-awaited NS soon. It's like I'm starting a whole new life after Chinese New Year. Everything will change. The people around me, my friends, my way of life, my attitude towards life... everything. I just hope that everything will change for the better. Lady Luck hasn't been exactly good to me for the past few years, and I had made many mistakes. I acknowledge that. Now I'm just hoping that while I'm trying my best to correct myself, my long-lost luck will slowly find its way back into my life...
1:02 am
i'm the dreamer ...
Haha. Was watching Fei Yu Qing De Qing Ying Yue just now with my Mom. Haha. The way he sings really damn funny la. Haha. Talk about exaggeration. Hmm, or is that called indulgence? Lol. But I like the presentation of his variety show. Gives people a very relaxed view. Haha. Oh ya, then I was watching the lyrics subtitles. Haha. Composers in the past really no creativity sia. Haha. Everything is so simple lor. There is only like one verse (is that what you call it?) and one chorus. Then, the lyrics will repeat itself all over again for don't know how many times. Haha. Even I can write that sia. Lol.
Anyhow, while I was watching, I was thinking to myself. When we got to my Mom's age, will there still be such programmes? Haha. Maybe Jay Chow will take over the programme from Fei Yu Qing. It will be called... Zhou Jie Lun De Qing Ying Yue? Muahahaha~! No la. How can Jay's music be called 'qing ying yue'? Lol. Maybe Zhou Jie Lun De Ku Ying Yue will be better. Haha. Then he will invite the likes of Stefanies and Jolins onto the show. Haha. Then we will be watching this with our children. Haha. I think our children won't be able to accept the music of our times also. Haha. What appears hip and modern to us now will become oldies by then. Lol. Wah I really can't imagine what the music will turn into in the future sia. Haha. So what's after rap and hip hop?? Lol...
Monday, February 07, 2005
3:32 pm
i'm the dreamer ...
Okay good. Everyone has taken a step back. That's good. At least they are starting to think and act like adults. Everything is finally back to normal, I hope? Yes, certainly, I'm hoping...
3:25 pm
i'm the dreamer ...
Woohoo~! This is so cool! Haha. All the first placed teams are dropping points all of a sudden. Haha. All of them looked so promising to win the respective titles previously, but at such a critical period of the season, they are dropping points! Haha. Juventus lost 1-0, Barcelona lost 2-0, and even Chelsea drew 0-0 with a lowly Manchester City! Haha. Interesting. All the so-called 'Invincibles' are falling. Haha. I love watching underdogs coming out on tops, especially in Manchester United's case. Haha. But then, among the three (Manchester United, AC Milan and Real Madrid), Manchester United seems the least likely to clinch it. Sigh. They are still a massive 8 points off Chelsea sia. Unless Chelsea starts losing and drawing and stops winning (which is quite impossible), Manchester United can go eat shit liao. But still, underdogs go go go~! Lol.
10:33 am
i'm the dreamer ...
Haha... Life is getting so sianz. Nobody seems to be updating anymore. Haha...
10:14 am
i'm the dreamer ...
Sigh. Finally there's peace. Alone at home now. So shuang. Tomorrow is Chinese New Year Eve le. Hope everything will be fine tonight. For the past 18 years, I have never failed to enjoy my Chinse New Year. Hope this year will be the same. Sigh. I'm praying...
Anyhow, was listening to David Tao's new album. Damn nice sia. And whoa. Better not listen to his album at night sia. His first track. Oh man. Damn eerie la. Full marks to him sia. He really brought out an eerie scene la. Listening to that track is like watching a horror movie la. Whoa. And then , there is this track, but I forgot exactly which track liao, you will be shocked at his language sia. Haha. Didn't know David Tao can be the Chinese pop music's Eminem. Haha. But then, I enjoyed this album. David Tao truly lives up to his reputation. Haha.
Sunday, February 06, 2005
11:12 pm
i'm the dreamer ...
I knew it. I just knew it. I knew this would happen when my Dad comes home. I saw this coming. But I wasn't prepared. I couldn't react. I don't know how to. This just sucks. Everything sucks. Pettiness, stubbornness... Sigh. Whatever. I shall just shut myself up in my room and pretend I have heard nothing. Why must such things happen when Chinese New Year is just a few days away? Arhhh~! Whatever! Fuck it...
1:31 pm
i'm the dreamer ...
Oh man. I miss lion dance sia. Not that I miss the CCA. Rather, I miss the sport (hmm, do you call lion dance a sport? Haha). Especially during this Chinese New Year period. Just feel like going back under the lion skin again, though it's super hot and tiring. Haha. Sigh. Should I join the alumni? Feel like. But then... I'm so lousy la. Performing and training with the seniors will make me feel inferior sia. Plus, no one from my batch is joining the alumni and I'm not that very close with those seniors. So joining the alumni will make me feel foreign sia. Sigh, whatever.
11:09 am
i'm the dreamer ...
Woohoo~! New template! Haha. Again, looks kinda gay and girlish to me. But who cares? I just like it this way. Haha.
Wednesday, February 02, 2005
10:27 am
i'm the dreamer ...
Woohoo~! Manchester United beat Arsenal 4-2! Can you believe that? Haha. Arsenal can go eat shit liao la. They are officially out of the title race. Haha. But Manchester United is still 8 points behind Chelsea. Sigh. Big task sia. But then, even if this win against Arsenal does not count at the end of the season, it still feels good to see us beat our arch rivals. Haha. This should shut Arsene Wenger up for the time being. Haha. It's now Jose Mourinho vs Alex Ferguson, though I think the former will come out on tops. Well, anyhow, it just feels good to beat Arsenal. Haha. This is one of the few times I got rewarded for going with my heart in betting. Haha. This feels good...
Tuesday, February 01, 2005
11:53 pm
i'm the dreamer ...
Yay. If nothing goes wrong, I should be able to get myself occupied by this Thursday. Haha. Guess what? I'm going Mediacorp to work. Haha. Yeah. Phone surveyor. Done this before at the very same place. Haha. Great to go back there again. Haha. Familiar environment, familiar job. Yeah. Hope to see Jeanette Aw there. Haha. But I know it's fat hope. Haha...
